Tales From The Jugular - Heavy Metal Therapy
I've been listening to metal for 30+ years and through most of the last year I went
through a deep marriage crisis that was extremely taxing on me both mentally and
physically. In fact, I still feel reverberations from it to this day. All was not lost
I actually used a lot of *metal to get through the stressors that were dragging me down.
No, it didn't give me any advice on how to behave and it wasn't coddling me in its night
embrace. It's a paradox with most outside the style that music so loud, noisy and
overdriven can have such soothing effects. The music was theraputic and a coping mechanism
that I could turn to at anytime without fear of recrimination.
Good music, especially heavy metal, has always been a source of power and inspiration to
me and I'm just now understanding some of the ways the music plays on my subconscious. We
are being plucked and fretted internally by sounds and spaces without being totally aware.
A lot of metal songs stress independence while at the same time, pull us into a framework
of unity (gang chants are good at this) where steady grooves offer stability and guitar
solos break us free to fly unencumbered and uncontrolled.
It didn't always matter what the lyrics were about I could yell, I could scream, I could
rage enough to shake Heaven and Hell and everything in between. The songs could have been
written to fill a contract or toiled over with blood and sweat from the heart. It only
mattered what I got out of it.
Lyrics inspired me, music empowered me, notes liberated me.
Heavy Metal is a common brotherhood where WE know the signs, symbols and icons. To the
music makers, I salute you for sharing your power. To my fellow headbanging brothers and sisters who feel the
songs deep in their souls and live the music with all they have, I raise the sacred horns
to all of you.
I am alive within the riff and I rise free within a thousand guitar solos.
* For those who really care, here's a short list of what I enjoyed:
Anthrax - W.C.F.Y.A.
Anthrax - What Doesn't Die
Biomechanical - The Empire of the Worlds
Biomechanical - Disintegration
Blind Guardian - The Soulforged
Children Of Bodom - Hate Crew Deathroll
Dreamaker - Forever In Your Arm
Gamma Ray - Lust for Life
Iron Savior - Titans Of Our Time
Kamelot - Until Kingdom Come
Killswitch Engage - Rose of Sharyn
Mercenary - World Hate Center
Mercenary - Lonliness
Mother Misery - My Enemy
Mother Misery - It Comes Again
Motorhead - The Game (Triple H)
Nightwish - Ghost Love Score
System Of A Down - Toxicity
Tool - Schism
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